Please LIKE, COMMENT, SHARE & SUBSCRIBE… It Really Helps Our Channel.
Adrianna 8-1-2010- Life Transformation Journeys- Adrianna Grace – August 1, 2010 Personal moments of friends sharing love & support with a valued friend who has been diagnosed with 4th stage cancer and her noble and generous gift of our participating in her life transitioning experiences.
Summary & Transcript Below…
Healing Circle for Adrianna
-
The session opens with light-hearted acknowledgment of Adrianna’s health status: “She’s totally healthy, except for cancer.” The gathering is warm and intimate, emphasizing community support. Participants introduce themselves warmly, setting a tone of deep connection and care. A formal healing invocation follows, calling upon energies and spirits from all directions—north, south, east, west, above—to surround Adrianna with healing, wisdom, love, evolution, and beauty. This invocation sets a sacred and supportive atmosphere for the session.
- [02:58 → 09:25] Personal Messages and Expressions of Love
Participants are invited to share brief, heartfelt messages directly to Adrianna without lengthy backstories. The first speaker recalls a 30-year friendship filled with joy, fun, and happiness, committing to bringing lightness and fun to Adrianna’s days during her healing process. The emphasis is on community serving one another, especially in times of need.
Another participant shares a profound spiritual insight experienced upon hearing news of Adrianna’s surgery: sensing the universe’s breath and recognizing human life as part of an ongoing cosmic flow, symbolizing continuity beyond illness. This metaphor reinforces resilience and connectedness.
Further messages express deep friendship and commitment to practical care—offering bodywork, physical presence, and visualization of Adrianna’s health and wholeness. There is a strong theme of sisterhood, unconditional love, and spiritual support. One speaker offers a traditional gathering song emphasizing peace, harmony, and love, reinforcing communal solidarity.
- [09:25 → 14:51] Symbolism, Courage, and Gratitude
The sharing continues with symbolic gifts, including a talisman representing the inner warrior’s courage, meant to empower Adrianna in moments of fear or weakness. This symbolizes spiritual sovereignty and inner strength.
Participants express gratitude for being part of this healing circle and acknowledge the grace that has permeated the process thus far. There is appreciation for holistic approaches such as bio mats and alternative therapies, highlighting openness to integrative healing modalities alongside medical treatment.
The atmosphere is one of ongoing grace, love, and mutual care, with reminders that this healing journey is a collective experience, not an individual struggle.
Meryl, Adrianna’s sister, speaks candidly about her admiration and pride for Adrianna, recounting childhood memories with humor and affection, including playful roughhousing. She conveys empathy by stating she feels Adrianna’s emotional and physical pain deeply, likening it to her own experience with breast cancer.
Meryl presents a “miracles” bead bracelet as a tangible token of hope and shared journey, despite it breaking symbolically during the moment. The broken beads reflect vulnerability but also the commitment to healing and finding miracles beyond cancer.
The tone here is deeply personal, authentic, and supportive, reinforcing family bonds and mutual strength.
[22:03 → 29:47] Humor, Commitment, and Practical Support
The group maintains a lightheartedness, joking about family dynamics and future plans, such as watching TV shows together. This humor balances the seriousness of the situation, emphasizing the importance of joy and normalcy.
Gary, a longtime friend, affirms his love and support, reinforcing the theme of long-standing relationships providing a foundation of strength.
Another participant shares a story of being present during Adrianna’s surgery, recounting a surreal experience of receiving a limo ride to the hospital—a metaphor for the unexpected dignity and grace within adversity. This narrative encourages embracing the healing journey as a “limo ride,” full of moments to be experienced fully, including tears and joy.
Promises of travel companionship, personal training, and ongoing support illustrate the practical ways the community will sustain Adrianna.
- [29:47 → 37:08] Fundraising, Miracles, and Celebrations
There is recognition of the miracles already present in Adrianna’s life and the power of intention and visualization. The healing process is framed not only as medical but spiritual and communal.
The group discusses future celebrations, art projects, and joyful expressions, including singing and even playful permission to scream or express raw emotions freely. This segment underscores the value of emotional release and creative joy as part of healing.
- [37:08 → 44:48] Deepening Connection and Spiritual Insights
The conversation turns to the strength of friendships—distinguishing core friends from acquaintances and acknowledging that this challenge will deepen bonds.
A participant shares a vision of a “rainbow bridge” connecting Meryl and Adrianna, symbolizing shared healing energy and support. The presence of spiritual figures like Ganesh and Mother Mary is invoked as reminders of helpers and blessings.
There is a vivid description of being “in the operating room” with Adrianna spiritually, reinforcing the depth of connection and the role of supporters as emotional and energetic rocks.
Discussions include the reality of life’s impermanence and the importance of quality of life, acceptance of mortality, and the beauty of life beyond physical existence, inspired by near-death experiences.
Messages from extended community members, including Mikael and Judy, affirm ongoing support and holistic healing opportunities like infrared saunas.
- [44:48 → 50:55] Adrianna’s Reflections and Guided Healing Message
Adrianna offers a profound reflection on the experience of being a “good receiver” of love and support, acknowledging the importance of vitality and health in fueling her spirit. She expresses gratitude for the community’s strength and beauty, emphasizing the mutual upliftment that happens in shared healing.
She reads a guided spiritual message from her “guides,” reminding her of her own innate healing powers and the immortality of the soul. This message encourages patience, fearlessness, and connection to the divine state that transcends human form.
Adrianna acknowledges her earlier intuitive preparation for this journey, referencing vision boards that anticipated “life-changing treatments” and “more,” including chemotherapy, demonstrating her acceptance and readiness.
The group prepares for a laying on of hands and energy transmission, creating a sacred moment of collective healing intention.
- [50:55 → 01:00:24] Energy Transmission, Singing, and Closing
The healing touch session includes placing hands and feet gently, sending energy to Adrianna’s core areas with humor and warmth to encourage openness and receptivity.
Chants such as “Aum” and “Alleluia” are sung, reinforcing spiritual upliftment and unity.
A communal song about life’s circular motion and interconnectedness follows, emphasizing the themes of unity, happiness, and the flow of life.
Adrianna expresses heartfelt thanks for the love and support, acknowledging the miracle of friendship and community.
The men in the group are specifically acknowledged for their presence and contribution, highlighting inclusivity and the importance of extending healing energy across genders.
- [01:00:24 → End] Final Blessings and Affirmations
The session closes with blessings for spreading love and light throughout Maui and beyond, encouraging the sharing of this healing energy with the wider community.
There is an affirmation of ongoing connection and support, with a hopeful, uplifting tone that embraces the challenges ahead with courage, joy, and unity.
-
-
- Key Themes and Insights
-
- Community and Connection: The gathering exemplifies a deep, interconnected support network rooted in friendship, family, and shared spiritual values.
- Healing Beyond Medicine: Emphasis on spiritual, emotional, and energetic healing alongside medical treatment, including rituals, energy work, and symbolism.
- Joy and Humor: Despite the gravity of cancer, participants prioritize fun, laughter, and lightheartedness as essential parts of healing.
- Courage and Inner Strength: The warrior symbol and messages about breathing with the universe highlight resilience and the power of inner healing.
- Acceptance and Spirituality: Reflection on mortality, immortality of the soul, and preparing for transformative life experiences bring peace and perspective.
- Practical Support: Fundraising, caregiving, and advocacy represent tangible ways the community supports Adrianna.
- Shared Journey: The experience is framed as collective, with everyone feeling the impact and contributing to healing energy.
This transcript captures a holistic healing circle that combines love, ritual, humor, practicality, and deep spiritual insight to support Adrianna’s journey with cancer, embodying a model of compassionate community care.
Transcript
00:00
She’s totally healthy. She just has cancer. Yeah. Yeah. Everything’s fine except for that. Yeah. Seriously. How’s it going? What’s up, everybody? Good to be back. How are you doing? You are so precious to me. Fabulous. Fabulous. So are you. I’m so glad to see you looking like this. Were you ready to talk to her? Yeah, I talked to her. She’s with herself, in other words. Ladies and gentlemen, can we… You, even under this circumstance,
00:30
Ed, there’s still a bag out for Bagman. Don’t forget it. There’s what? The bag outside. Oh, yeah. Thanks. Take a breath, everybody. It’s free. Thank you again. I heard a little bird.
00:59
Let’s introduce her sister. Yeah. Hi, everybody. Hi. I’ve met most of you. I’m Meryl. Meryl. Let’s give her a call. Tell her your name, too. I’m Bonnie. I’m Miriam. Ty. I’m Michael. I’m Shereen. Shelly. I’m Jack. I’m Gary. Shanti. Sherry. I’m Russ. You know me. Judah. And that’s me.
01:29
And I’m Jason. It’s nice to meet you all. And she’ll be here for only a couple more days. Wednesday? Thursday. God bless you. That’s a good way to start.
01:57
02:28
02:58
You had some stuff you wanted to read or say? Somewhere towards the end. Towards the end? Yeah. What I’m going to ask in this healing time together, that if you have something you want to say just directly from your heart,
03:14
to Adrianna without going into the full story of how you met and how long you’ve known each other and how long you’ve been together. There’s some short, beautiful thing that your heart wants to send into her body and into her soul.
03:31
You just step forward and maybe just look in her eyes and say what needs to be said. I can. And we can sit down. Okay, I’m going to go second. Yeah, we can sit down. Yeah, be comfortable. To be comfortable. And Neerja needs to leave in a few minutes, so… Do you want to go first, Neerja, and I’ll go?
03:50
You had a pillow in your hand. Yeah, I’m good. Oh, yeah. Make sure you get LW up there, Jason. Go ahead. He’s my nephew. Yeah, it’s incredible. He’s a beauty. He’s a beauty. He’s my nephew. Yeah. He’s my nephew.
04:19
Beautiful. Eventually, I might even wrap more stuff up.
04:24
If you want to offer your flower or your lei to her, that would be a great time to do it. I met you 30 years ago. You were my roommate. And what I want to share is that it’s because the whole theme of our living together for a year or two is fun, joy, and happiness.
04:53
And that’s what our friendship has been about.
04:56
And that’s what my service here is going to be about. Good. A lot of fun. How much fun can we have? Actually, if we’re not getting paid, we should just have a lot of fun. We’re awkward. And the thing is that we all get paid. We all are here to serve each other. And that’s the beauty of saying, well, this is my time. I need some support and love. So I’m here to remind you how much fun can we have.
05:23
Oh. And Wednesday night will be my night. Oh, good. I look forward to the evening. We could watch movies. We could laugh. Oh, my God. Dancing with the stars. Yeah. Perfect. American Idol. I might even watch it from the beginning. Yeah. Oh, so this is like my first chance to really jump in with you personally with my travels, and I’m sorry about that. This is for you.
05:52
Oh my God, it looks so good on you. I know, but it’s for you. I’m the polar opposite a little bit of you, Shelly, so I know sometimes I bring a heavy bag. Thank God. Yeah, grounded, very double grounded.
06:15
I want to share one thing with you that something happened when Ed told me I was away and Ed called in about the results of your surgery and the news the news came and I had this experience on the phone and I want to thank you for that and this was the experience
06:45
In that moment I saw that the universe breathes in and breathes out. All the time. And we are like dust particles on that breath. And I felt in that moment when I got the news
07:09
The universe breathes. And I am trying to live there. And more and more, and it’s because of you right now, a reminder. What we’re really doing here is we’re part of the breath. So I’m going to breathe through you. And it’s not going to stop. Ever. I breathe through you.
07:38
I love you. I’m planning to be here. I hope you are too. Me too. I’ll be here. Judah, the breath of God. Thanks so much for everything. Your gentle strength and fierce guidance is really important to me. It is. It is. Oh gosh, darling.
08:10
I think the moment I met you was the moment I just knew that we were friends and sisters forever. It’s just one of those great life affairs. Yeah. So, honey, you know, I may look like I have a lot on my plate, but I do make that time for the people that I love the most. And I love you so much that I’m committed to being your Monday morning goddess. Oh, my gosh. I want to laugh a lot. I just want to touch you.
08:40
Do body work if that’s what you want. I want. In your toilets. I want. Do whatever you want me to do. I’m your girl. Body work. Do whatever you want me to do. And several times a day I think of you and I try to visualize you healthy and whole.
09:03
Thank you, I’m so glad you are. I can’t imagine anybody I’d rather have here, except you and you and you and you and you. Not more! We can’t play favorites around here.
09:25
I’d like to offer what I do best. One of the things I do best in this life. You’re going to buy her a house? Yeah. Just this one. A cellar house. A cellar house. Mary, I’d like to remind you of your roots. Very, very deep. My roots. Miriam and you and I and some of our others, we were in the Red Tent together. There is no question about it, and here we are again. So I’d like to offer the traditional gathering song.
09:54
that a lot of you know. I’ll do a shortened version and go into a peace song very quickly. Because, of course, I could sing the songs all afternoon. So, It means how good it is for brothers and sisters to come together and dwell in peace and harmony and love. And I’m adding all the other good things. Mm-hmm.
10:24
Hinei Matohu Manayim Shevet Achim Gam Yachad Hinei Matohu Manayim Shevet Achim Gam Yachad Hinei Matohu Shevet Achim Gam Yachad
10:50
Hinei Matto Shevet Achim Gam Yachad
10:59
Hinei ma tov u’manayim, shebe lahim gam yachay Hinei ma tov u’manayim, shebe lahim gam yachay Hinei ma tov, shebe lahim gam yachay
11:24
Gidei Matto Shevet Achim Gamya Haveinu Shalom Aleichem Haveinu Shalom Aleichem Haveinu Shalom Aleichem Haveinu Shalom Shalom Shalom Aleichem Haveinu Shalom
12:02
I would love to come and sing with you. When I’m Up Country is Tuesday, Thursday. It’s booked this week and I’m going to choir for a week with
12:31
But I will tune in and I’ll be, yes. So I’ll be sending you love from Hawaii and be back. And then I will find a day when I’m upcountry and there is time for you or I’ll ship with somebody. Wonderful. Thank you so much. Oh, here we go. This is one of the most prized possessions I have. This is an initiation that I received, a symbol of it, of talisman. It’s usually for men, but
13:01
But it’s also a warrior thing. And this is for the call on your courage of your own inner warrior. This is a symbol of your sovereign to the corner of your hand. And when you start feeling weak or scared, call upon your warrior. She’ll come. She’ll be there. And this is the symbol I want you to carry with you. I’ll return it when I’m out of the woods. Thank you.
13:30
That would be a happy day.
14:10
Thanks, Ava. Yes, absolutely. Sometimes I just feel so honored and privileged to be able to serve this beautiful situation. I mean, I just love how well we can do that together.
14:37
been filled with grace so far. It’s just going to be continuing to be filled with grace. Grace and wheatgrass. Grace and wheatgrass. Yes. Wheatgrace. Wheatgrace.
14:51
It’s been great to be a part of this since before the beginning of all of this. I want to be one of your patients that makes it though. I know, it doesn’t mean you have to die.
15:17
Should I? I’d rather have you attending to me than, you know, anything I could imagine. So, very cool. Well, I just love the, I love the bio mat so much. It’s helped. Yes, it’s really helped. And I’m just loving anything that comes forward that lifts. But you know what? We’re doing however the days present themselves. That’s what we’re showing up for. Yeah.
15:43
Thank you. Up, down, sideways. Yeah. Okay. Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love. I just wanted to add that Arielle knows that we’re here at this time. Oh, of course. She asked to be friends. Good. She is. Hi, lovey. Baby. Friend, friend. Love.
16:14
So besides all the fun and joy that we share, my deepest, deepest gift and desire is to also share deeper and more authentically more of ourselves than we even thought possible with each other, with the world.
16:43
with ourselves and to hold space, to hold space for that to happen with every breath in that oneness.
17:00
We all are in this together. You are me. I am you. There is no separation here. When I heard your news, I went into my body and went, where am I not looking at the truth? Where am I not seeing? Where am I avoiding? It was as if you were me.
17:28
And I love that. I love that we’re so connected and we can go through this together. And I personally feel that you’re birthing something very big. And that what comes out of this is a huge gift that you want to give the world. That’s how I’ve always felt.
17:52
from the beginning. I love you so much. Thank you for your courage and your commitment and your soul. Voice. The soul that’s bringing you to this journey. The honor that I get to share. I love you. You’re so great. Thanks for moving in the neighborhood, too. I love you. I was assigned.
18:23
Lovely being with everyone today. We’ll be in touch. I’ll see you in the morning. It might take you a while to get up.
18:40
Well, I’m not going to kneel on the pillow, because I don’t think I’d be able to get up. But I will sit on the pillow. That’s good. And talk to my sister. But before I talk to her, I want to thank you all so much for taking care of her, because I can’t be here all the time. Well, we’re sisters, and…
19:10
She actually used to beat me up growing up. She’s not as nice as you think she is.
19:18
Are you still holding on to that? It’s a fond childhood memory. At least for me. Who’s older? But even though they used to try on me, but… To Tattletail. All these things I did. I still wanted to tag along with you wherever you went because…
19:48
I looked up to you so much, and I always have. And now more than ever, you know, you’re just such an inspiration to me. And I’m so proud of you. And it’s hard to talk, you know, but everything you’re going through, I feel.
20:18
So, it’s like, it’s me. So, when you have, whatever you feel, I’m feeling it with you. Literally, I’m feeling it with you. And when I, you know, I had breast cancer and I found the miracles after. I found the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. And I know you’re going to too. What I got was,
20:48
Oops. Well, we’ll forget about that because the beads broke. But I want to give you my… This is incredibly precious to me. And it’s my miracles. So you could…
21:03
I was going to give it to you on this, but it just broke. Maybe we can restring it, but… You’re just good at that. She makes them and I break it. Don’t let LW collect any of these. I know that you’re going to find the miracles when this is over. And it will be, and…
21:34
You’re going to be fine. There’s no other option. There is no other choice. I love you. Thanks, baby. I love you so much. Precious. Okay. All right. That was beautiful, Meryl. So how did she beat you up?
22:03
Well, it started, like, as a tickle fight, and then it got… Right? We would, like, tickle. I don’t remember. I have a better memory than I do. Apologize. I apologize. Yeah, she was the victim. I forgive you. I forgive you. I forgive you for bothering me. That’s my little sister.
22:33
This is fun, actually. This is going to be fun. This is fun. You know,
22:59
They say there’s good lines and things like this. I suspect we’re going to spend a lot of time together. I’ve got Wednesday night. Oh, great. And I want you to know I’m going to be there for you in particular. Okay. That’s nice. I like that. I look forward to the time we’re going to spend together. Yeah.
23:28
I agree with your sister. Life’s a miracle in and of itself, and I know we’ll find miracles from this experience. I love you, Gary. Thank you so much. You’re such a dear man in my life. I so appreciate you. When did she beat you up, Gary?
23:51
She’s changed her priorities so she’s gotten older. Make love, not war.
24:12
I just wanted to jump from behind the camera and put my two cents in. Okay. Do you want us to take a picture of you? We can if you want, sure. Okay. Come on up there. Get in the supplicant position, please. Assume the position. I love and support you, and I’ve known you a lot of years, like everyone else here, but in many ways,
24:42
I hope you can feel my strength as I’m putting it into you to have all that you need. You have it anyway, but you’re not my reservoir. And I’m floating in the schedule, so I’ll be here all kinds of times. I’ll be with you in my annual area. I want you to be here. I want you to share a lot of the strength. That’s how she is.
25:12
Thanks so much. And aren’t you going to say, and I’m going to make you a star? Oh, yeah, you are a star. Speaking of stars, yeah. Oh, Professor’s a star. Oh, dear, dear, dear. Hmm. Hmm.
25:44
Wow. Wow, huh? Yeah? Who would have thunk it? So, maybe not all of you know, but I was with Adrianna over in Oahu when she had her surgery. And up to the, you know, moment that she went into the surgery, we both held that she was not going to have cancer. And so, but a few hours later,
26:14
I got the call from her doctor. I was upstairs in the chapel, because I was bored with everything else to do. I went up to the chapel and I started reading what people had written in the book, you know, prayers that they had written. And I was writing a prayer for Adrianna, and I got the call. And in the middle of writing, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you for saving me,
26:44
my dear Adrianna, I had to think, wow, what am I saying thank you for? And yet, I didn’t change the prayer. I left it with thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. Went down and talked to the doctor.
27:07
And I walked around in shock for a couple hours downtown, and then when it was time to finally take the taxi back to the hospital from our hotel downtown, I was waiting for the taxi, and you know what happened? Instead of getting a regular taxi, this stretch-white limo pulled up to take me back to the airport with blue disco lights going down everywhere.
27:36
And, you know, this beautiful sound system. And I said, I can’t afford this. This is like, you know, I just want a taxi. And he says, this is your taxi. And so, you know, for the price of a crummy old taxi, I got there and I was sitting in the back seat just going, huh, this isn’t appropriate. A white limo. A white limo. And then all of a sudden I just realized, yes, it is. There is something about this experience. There’s something about what…
28:05
we’re going through and you’re going through that is a limo ride. It just doesn’t look like it right now, maybe, but, you know, just get inside and turn up the volume and put your feet up, you know, and grab some mineral water, you know, and just enjoy that limo ride.
28:27
Enjoy it. Enjoy it all. Enjoy the beauty of it. Enjoy the tear of it. It’s all there. Just for you to enjoy. Good one. I’m glad you’re in the limo with me, honey. Glad you’re my limo mate here. You know I come over whenever you need me and I’ll go over to Oahu with you and be your companion.
28:55
Whenever you need me to. I know I’ll share it with other people too, but I’d be, you know, I’m afraid to do that with you because we have a good time traveling. Yes. Yeah, we do. And we can play Scrabble on my iPod. We can do laps. Because I’ll be able to get in the water again soon. That’s right. I’ve always been your personal trainer and you’ve been my…
29:20
my motivator to train, so we’ll keep doing that forever. Okay. Sounds great to me.
29:47
So my role with you has been to find beautiful men for you, wealthy supporters for you. I’m still going to keep doing that and sending all the beautiful wealthy men and women I can today to help you.
30:07
Two days before you had your surgery, I did relay for life and stayed up all night. You know, I volunteered. I’d never been around that before, but they had survivors there, like hundreds of survivors that all went and went around the track. So I want to tune you in to all of the things that I learned there and the people that I met. And they have like all these support groups and people you can talk to.
30:36
I mean, if you ever want to. But I think I’ll just keep sending you beautiful people and beautiful men and beautiful, you know,
30:46
fundraiser for you to help you raise the funds you need to live on the level that you deserve to live on. Thank you. We’ve lived in beautiful places together and done belly dancing together and cooked food.
31:07
And Howard Wills is working on you every day. So I just believe in miracles.
31:31
You know, and life’s a miracle, and we’re all miracles that we’re here, and that we’re in loving relationship together, and life goes on. The miracles never stop.
31:44
You’re a miracle for us, just that you’re here, back in Maui. I mean, I didn’t know if I’d ever see you again. Went to Florida. Who would have thought? Thank God you left Florida before the oil got there. So anyway, good luck on this, and I’ll be around to help. I’m going to help you get disability, if that’s available. So come over to do that. Oh, thank you.
32:09
It’s really good. Thank you so much. We have a fundraiser and we have a fundraiser. I want to jump on the limo. Can I ride in the limo with you? Yes, you can. I just want to say that I think it’s really beautiful to watch you
32:39
to accept all the gifts that are coming your way and to be honest and committed to this. I mean, looking at this beautiful team of people who love you, I’m thinking, wow, how could she do anything? How could you do anything but succeed? I mean, there’s just so much love and support in life and coming your way and saying yes, mom. And I love all that you do for me. So thank you.
33:09
I spent a lot of years in hospice, and we actually had celebrations of, you know, you got the clean bill of health type of thing. Oh, wow. So if you were on exception to the rule in your case, that happened.
33:40
Yes. And I know the power of intention and visualization, and I’m so committed to reviewing processes. All of these people want me. So I feel really positive about this whole thing. And I agree, the lesson has really been, and I know you’re journaling and writing and doing all of these things. You probably write a book about this life experience as well. Because yours will be real.
34:09
Thank you. I’m happy to be a part of it. I love you. You’re so beautiful. And loved. You’re loved. You’re wonderful.
34:36
We were going to have…
34:51
Four big Lubian men carrying her downstairs. Oh, there you go. Naked with arm bands and jewelry. I forgot. I mail-ordered them and they didn’t show up. I forgot. There’s still time. Next week. We’ll have many more celebrations. Yes. You know, singing. I love the singing. That will be lots of fun to do that. Yeah.
35:18
Joyful celebrations together, yes. We’re doing art together. Yes, art. We have to do art. Good. Oh, perfect.
36:00
If you want to scream, it’s all right. If you want to roll around on the floor naked, it’s all right. Scream at the same time, it’s all right. Ah.
36:33
Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.
37:08
We just keep turning off that captive emotion. Blowing into that alignment. Yeah. Ah. Oh, God. Mm. Mm. Mm. Mm.
37:37
So is there anyone else that wants to sit on the second pillow? Want another turn? Second.
38:06
I don’t know anybody who has more friends than you do. I know people who have more acquaintances than you do.
38:23
But I don’t know anybody who has more at the core friends. I mean, there’s this room, but we’re just the tip of the iceberg in this room. And I have a feeling that this challenge is going to bring people together in a new way. It’s about the things that you stand for. Thank you, Gary. That’s beautiful.
38:53
I’ll make you say it in an English accent. What? I’ll make you say it in an English accent. So the first was I saw a rainbow bridge from your heart to her heart that you’re included in the circle.
39:15
And you’re going to be receiving love and strength and support. Because we know it’s not easy nowadays being a human being. And I know you’re a single lady like she is. And so there’s going to be a lot of love. And I want us to all feel that and think of Meryl and include her in this rainbow bridge of healing. So you receive healing and strength.
39:39
with whatever you go through in your day-to-day. So there’s a rainbow connecting you both. And then I just asked for an image, and I saw this incredible circle, like the necklace you were wearing, the circle piece.
39:55
there’s this big circle around all of us and around this house today. And there’s a lot of angels and I saw Ganesh, you really like him. I saw Ganesh and I saw Mother Mary and she did a little dance and said to remind you about how many helpers are here. So we can let each other know that there’s going to be so many blessings that will come when we come to this house.
40:21
that it’s going to spread far and wide. And I was with you when I first palpated your belly during a colonic and said, whoa, I think you have a cyst. And I didn’t expect it to be what it was. And said, you’ve got to get it checked right away. So when Gareth told me the news on the phone, neither. And then when you were getting surgery, my angels had me laid down next to you. I was in the O.R. with you.
40:46
And they said, you’re going to be the rock, you’ll be strong, and you’ll help your sister. So I’m going to be one of the supporters here. So besides the high and the fun and the laughing and the joy, I’m also here for whatever else needs to happen. And also…
41:07
I’ve got another message I told you, seeing you with the white light coming through, and also seeing you dressed in red, flying to the heavens. Because I just got reminded, when people died, they’d come back and told me how beautiful heaven is. So we need to remember that and remind each other. There’s so many near-death books written, but to remember, whether we’re here for 100 breaths, 5,000, 5 million,
41:34
that to keep supporting each other with the quality of life that we have.
41:48
Mikael sent his love. My son and also Judy sent her love. She’s going to be doing Tuesday evenings and other events. Wonderful. And I want to come down to the Temple of Peace and get my infrared saunas and do all kinds of things. Good. Free of charge. What’s in the limo? What’s in the limo?
42:13
So I’d like to, if everybody sat down, to end it with a song. And it’s a song everybody can sing. Maybe you know it. It’s life that goes in a circular motion. Okay. That sounds good. I had something I did want to share. Okay. Okay.
42:35
Let me just see what I want to say, just because you all have said things, and it’s been really important to hear them all. This is teaching me about being a good receiver. It’s really fun to give, you know, and there’s so much energy around that. It’s nice to feel vital and healthy to do it. So while I’m getting back to feeling vital and healthy, it’s like it’s really nice to be around your vitality and your healthiness.
43:02
You know, it’s a gift that I didn’t think I took for granted, you know? But because it’s compromised now, it’s like, I really want to reverse it and make sure, you know, I get well again, you know, if at all possible. And I think it’s very possible. But I just appreciate your health and your strength and your beauty, you know? And that feeds me and…
43:31
I think because I am feeling compromised, I really see when a person is healthy what a blessing it is somehow. So I just want to affirm that for all of you, the health that you do have, and you know, maybe just to be even more, you know, appreciative or something, I guess to say that.
43:51
I also wanted to say I wanted to make sure that it’s a blessing for all of you to be around, and I don’t think that it’s anything I have to do actively. I think it’s just happening. It’s not my time to, like, really make it happen and everything, but my intention is that just by our union and the contact that we all have, that there is a way that it touches everybody’s life and beyond that that really is uplifting and connecting and, you know, that life is better because of it.
44:20
for all of us and for all beings on the planet. This is partly why I wanted to document this, because even though it’s very personal and it’s not really about me, me, me, it’s really what I’m going through that we all can relate to and where we can touch when we’re touched to the core with the option that we might not be here that much longer. And it’s scary, but it’s like…
44:48
It makes the Shiva come out. It’s like, okay, I’m supposed to be here. I’m going to be here. And I’m going to do what it takes. And I’m going to open up. And I’m going to take all the blessings. And I’m going to take all the energy. I’m going to take that chemotherapy. Like, it’s like, bring it on, baby. You know? You know, I really am going to have as much as I can. Well, I might not say, like, fun all the time with it. My intention is to do Adrianna.
45:17
I’m going to do it, Adrienne. I’m not going to do it totally laying down. You know, I lay down some of the time. On the bio map. On the bio map. Yeah. And like that. So I guess I wanted to say that and just let this documentation go out to inspire other people as well in whatever way that it does. Every now and then, more often lately, I’m guided to pick up my pen and write after meditation.
45:47
And it’s an important part of my life and it has been for over 25 years and used to be more intermittent and it’s gotten a lot more strong. And so I received a guided writing today. So I wanted to share that with all of you because it’ll give you a flavor of this voice and what some of my spiritual comfort and support and just things that I think will be
46:10
Maybe touching to others. So I’ll just say it rather quickly. Adrianna, we as your guides are here to gently remind you of your own inner ability to heal. By taking this time deep inside, deep inside the powerful healing agents,
46:34
deep inside your body and all around you, penetrate into the illness and dissolve all inharmonious energies and matter. Your intention, joined with ours, will always be your most potent healing agent. Once you mobilize these forces, there’s nothing you cannot do. As time goes on, you will use it for many other things.
47:03
Now it’s you, baby. Take the time that it takes without distraction and schedule your time. Loved ones are all around. You delight in these visits surrounded by space. Be in space without fear. This is your immortality. Tap into it while we are alive.
47:33
We are prepared to embrace it as and after we pass. Life beyond life, the ultimate mystery for those in the body, can be summed up by this, an endless state of peace filled with beings of light all around. Our home away from home is Earth temporarily, but this immortal heavenly state is our true home.
48:01
Because you can never leave it, even while in human form. You can truly be in heaven, in touch with your immortal self right now. Knowing this, be at peace and know you are always home within the self.
48:30
I would like to note that you also told yourself what was coming a while back, because looking at your vision boards, you have, prepare for a journey beyond imagination. Life-changing treatments, Ayurveda, sound therapy, hydrotherapy, and more. More. I like the more part. And more, yeah. Maybe chemotherapy. Can we see that?
49:00
Well, I’m just saying, and I know that we’re going to do another vision board very soon, and it’ll be fun for a lot of us to do together, but I’m just saying that sometimes when you want to know what’s been going on or what’s happening, you can look and see that you actually knew. Prepare for something beyond your imagination. This is never something you would imagine, is it? Can you just see it, that it’s not bad? It’s just one of the things…
49:29
Yeah, it says a million dollars is yours. There you go. Press PayPal now. Nice.
49:42
That’s a good mission. That’s a good one. So let’s be careful what we put on the vision board. I’d like to do the vision board. Okay. We’ll work for you now, Adrianna, if we just lay on of hands for you and support you in your journey now.
50:01
Yes. Yes, that would be good. Do you want to be on the massage table? I kind of want to just lay here if I can. I just don’t want to move. Especially since this has been my major area where I’ve been for the last bit of time here. If you’re not in a position to touch her directly, just place your hand on someone who is. I’ll give you a foot. Oh. Oh, love. Love, love, love, love, love.
50:31
This is so beautiful. We need a belly. Heart and belly. An elbow on the yoni. Perfect. Where’s Gary? Gary, do you want to put your foot here?
50:55
He knows how to send energy. No problem. Watch out, I’ll go into multiple orgasms. Watch out. Watch out. It’s a transmission, huh? Just open those invisible doors inside you to receive. Just imagine a door opening.
51:25
Let’s do three elements really beautifully. Lots of light and love in those.
51:55
Aum Aum Aum Aum Aum
52:25
Alleluia, amen.
52:55
Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah. Hallelujah.
53:30
I just keep getting that it would be good while we’re all connected. Life is like a little boat upon the sea
53:57
Everyone is a part of everything anyway. You can have it all if you let yourself be. Hi-ho, hey, hey. Hi-ho, baby. Hi-ho, hey, hey. Hi-ho, baby.
54:22
Let yourself be. Life is like a little boat upon the ocean. Happiness runs in a circular motion. Life is like a little boat upon the sea.
54:43
Everyone is a part of everything anyway. You can have it all if you let yourself be. Happiness grows, happiness grows. Happiness grows, happiness grows.
55:05
Happiness grows, happiness grows. Thank you for the love, really. I mean it. You know, I don’t take it for granted. I know I’m blessed. I know I’ve given a lot, you know.
55:32
That nobody can take this for granted. This is a miracle. This is so beautiful. We are all friends. Oh, yay. Are you all open for just a moment? Running clear. Pistil and clear. Healing juice.
56:03
And all the mana that she can take. I want to bring in the diamond light of the divine masculine and the opalescent light of the divine feminine. So you are connected to earth and source. And you are running with light. Strong in your own beingness.
56:38
And every time you think of Adrianna, she comes into your thoughts.
57:08
Run her core clear and let it just permeate every cell of her being for her to do whatever she wants to do. I’d like everybody to take a breath together.
57:44
It’s a pleasure to be unity with everyone. My pleasure. I like it.
58:11
This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine. This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine. This little light of mine, I’m gonna let it shine. Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine.
58:39
Up and down my spine, I’m gonna let it shine. Up and down my spine, I’m gonna let it shine. Up and down my spine, I’m gonna let it shine. Let it shine.
59:02
All right, you guys. Thank you so much for being here. I love you all. Go have a fun Sunday, whatever you do. No, I’m with you as you’re with me.
59:21
While I’m on my couch, resting, you guys play and have a good time. That’s a fun time. I’m tired of the couch.
59:36
We go right here. What does it say? It’s going into a pool. It’s just at Tony Robbins Mali Resort in Fiji. And I was there back a few years ago assisting the life mastery program during the colon therapy department. And so he had a beautiful private beach in front of him. Nobody there.
59:59
bathtub water. It was just so, so beautiful. You know, I want to just acknowledge the men that are here, if you’re holding this space. Michael didn’t say anything, but I just love his presence. You said a lot. And that’s why I said it. I want to acknowledge him and Pi and Ed and the men here. God bless you men. Because often this is women’s thing. And I just want to bring them into the circle. And spread this around on Maui.
01:00:24
share the kind of love and beauty of what’s happening here so we can keep enlightening our brothers and sisters here in Maui and on the earth. That’s right.
