Adrianna Grace – Chemo Cafe – # 5. – guest Mirra Rose

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Adrianna Grace: week #5 – Chemo Cafe– 8-27-2010 Guest MIRRA ROSE, Jason Schwartz, host-  guest co-host. guest Mirra Rose

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1. 1. “The Chemo Cafe” – Installment 5

• [00:01] Introduction and Setting the Stage
  Adrianna Grace opens the session with a warm greeting alongside co-host Jason Schwartz, introducing the fifth installment of “The Chemo Cafe,” which is, in fact, a pre-chemo discussion. Adrianna shares that she has been working closely with a dedicated medical research team to discover the best approaches for maintaining quality of life during her cancer journey. Despite confronting the harsh reality that her time may be limited, the experience has drawn out profound emotional depths and revealed the extraordinary love and support from those around her. This acknowledgment sets a tone of openness, vulnerability, and hope for the discussion ahead.
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  [01:25] Sharing Life’s Challenges and Connection
  Adrianna expresses her desire to connect with viewers by sharing her weekly experiences, aiming to enrich and inspire those watching. She emphasizes how crucial it is not to feel isolated during such difficult times and reflects on the strength she is building daily. Although currently too weak to actively serve others, she is motivated by the intention to support those who may be lacking love and support during their illnesses

• [02:18] Jason’s Journal Reading and Inner Guidance
  Jason reads a piece from his journal that captures guidance and wisdom he receives during meditation. The message encourages Adrianna to remain centered and open-minded as she navigates her decisions, with a reminder that she is supported by unseen forces. It acknowledges the emotional upheaval she experienced the day before and highlights the importance of a calm, clear mindset for action. The guidance calls for embracing life’s changing circumstances with equanimity, cultivating inner peace through contemplation, and trusting the treatment process. It reassures viewers that although the path is personal, help is always available.
• [06:13] Reflecting on the Past Week: Energy and Clarity
  Adrianna describes her week as somewhat of a blur due to overwhelming inputs, yet notes improvements in energy, mental clarity, and physical ability, such as cooking and driving herself. She continues regular spa treatments, which provide a foundational sense of well-being and tranquility. Despite enjoying social interactions, Adrianna feels a strong craving for alone time to process her internal journey, recognizing the balance between solitude and connection.
• [08:00] Decision-Making in the Face of Uncertainty
  Jason comments on Adrianna’s remarkable determination and the complexity of her choices. Adrianna agrees it is a maddening process, lacking clear answers, requiring her to sift through medical information, listen to her intuition, and surrender to a higher power. She acknowledges going through a spectrum of emotions—anger, sadness, frustration—and describes how her emotional resilience has evolved. She is now more direct and assertive, handling discomfort promptly, and embracing the lessons embedded in this journey.
• [11:19] Physical State and Energy Management
  Adrianna clarifies that her increased energy is due to careful management, not boundless vitality. She emphasizes the importance of conserving energy, proper nutrition, breathing exercises, and gentle activity like walking. Observers note that she appears healthier and more vibrant than expected given her diagnosis, which she attributes to the positive lifestyle choices she has been making. The support and love from friends play a vital role in sustaining her spirit.
• [12:58] Exploring Intimacy and Reconnecting with the Body
  Adrianna shares her intention to cautiously explore intimacy again, acknowledging fears and physical changes following surgery (hysterectomy) that have altered her connection with her body. She describes this as a process of rediscovery—navigating feelings of safety, identity, and sensuality. Though uncertain and vulnerable, she embraces the opportunity to experience herself anew, framing it as a form of rebirth amidst the ongoing challenge of her illness.
• [15:40] Creative and Recreational Activities for Healing
  Adrianna plans to attend an art and journaling class designed to foster emotional and psychic self-expression. She highlights the importance of engaging in activities beyond her physical challenges to refresh her mind and spirit. She recounts recently swimming in the ocean and taking baths for the first time since treatment, which help her feel more human and less like a patient. She also enjoys social evenings with friends, laughter, and distraction from her medical concerns.
• [17:31] Preparing for Chemotherapy with a Renewed Spirit
  Adrianna anticipates that chemotherapy will require rest and acceptance of fatigue, but she is determined to integrate recreation and joy into this phase. She likens the preparation to a child going off to camp, packing art supplies and lunches, ready to embrace life’s small pleasures. This mindset reflects her commitment to renewal and resilience despite ongoing challenges.
• [19:00] A Message for Everyone: Health and Gratitude
  Adrianna offers a heartfelt message to viewers without cancer: to appreciate health and body fully and actively nurture vitality beyond comfort zones. She stresses that building health is a lifelong process and that while illness can sometimes feel random or unjust, there are always ways to support wellness. She plans to share educational resources and materials to help others on their health journeys.
• [21:00] Introducing Mirra Rose: A Spiritual Perspective
  Mirra Rose, a close friend and gifted clairvoyant, is introduced to provide spiritual insight. She highlights that Adrianna’s mission and spirit transcend statistics and prognosis. Mirra celebrates Adrianna’s vitality, grace, and the unique gift of sharing her journey, which inspires others. She emphasizes that Adrianna’s approach is not a struggle but an affirmation of life, revealing the radiance of her soul in the face of illness.
• [24:31] The Power of Conviction and Purpose
  Mirra stresses that belief in oneself and in one’s mission diminishes the power of adverse circumstances. She calls Adrianna’s journey a blessing and a challenge, noting that the beauty of her spirit emerges most clearly through this experience. Mirra expresses gratitude for being part of Adrianna’s process and encourages viewers to hold this empowering perspective.
• [26:17] A Message for Those Facing Cancer
  Adrianna addresses viewers who are currently facing cancer or other life-threatening conditions. She created “The Chemo Cafe” series to offer hope, inspiration, and practical wisdom for holding illness with compassion and love. She assures viewers that they are not alone and invites them to engage with a supportive, boundary-less international community and resources tailored to their needs.
• [28:09] Mirra’s Words on Vulnerability and Grace
  Mirra elaborates on the concept that vulnerability is a source of strength. Facing life-threatening illness awakens the inner child and opens one to receive and give unconditional love deeply. This profound experience strips away mundanity and brings clarity to what matters most. Mirra describes this vulnerability as an entry point to grace, soul communion, and presence with life’s preciousness.
• [31:46] The Sweetness of Vulnerability and Divine Connection
  Mirra concludes that vulnerability, often seen as a curse, is where divine beauty and self-connection emerge most strongly. This sacred closeness to oneself and to divine presence is the sweetness shared by those on this path. Adrianna affirms gratitude for Mirra’s loving reflections, underscoring the mutual support and inspiration in their friendship and work.
• [33:13] Reflection on Channeling and Spiritual Guidance
  Adrianna expresses how Mirra’s natural ability to channel has encouraged her to embrace her own intuitive writing and speaking without censorship. She shares a humorous anecdote about initially underestimating Mirra’s talent, only to be deeply impressed and grateful for the clarity and power of her guidance.
• [34:06] Closing Remarks and Looking Ahead
  The episode closes with anticipation for the next chapter, acknowledging the ongoing highs, lows, and vulnerability inherent in the journey. Adrianna and Jason sign off warmly, encouraging viewers to take good care of themselves and stay connected.

This installment of The Chemo Cafe weaves together personal reflections, spiritual guidance, and practical insights, offering a rich, multidimensional perspective on facing cancer with courage, openness, and love. It balances raw emotional honesty with hopeful affirmation, emphasizing community, self-care, and the transformative power of vulnerability.

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Three. Two. Hi, everybody. I’m Adrianna Grace, and this is dear Jason Schwartz. Aloha. And this is installment five of the chemo cafe. The chemo cafe. The chemo cafe, or the pre-chemo cafe, as it actually is, because we’re getting ready.

00:27

We’re all getting ready. I’ve had an amazing team working with me doing a lot of research over the past month to try and find the things that are really best for me to do. To have quality of life and to really get through this and to have a life, you know, to really give me life that’s going to last. So even though I’ve had to face the fact that I might not be here that much longer, which is incredible,

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incredibly confrontive and difficult. The challenge has brought some of the deepest things from within me out. And the people that have been around have been extraordinary. Classic, classic exemplary love and service. So I feel so this medical research team has been doing a lot and I think I want to talk about that a little bit later on. I’m here

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with Jason to share a little bit of what life has been like this week and hopefully provide some enrichment and love back to whoever’s

watching this, you know, to touch your heart with my life just as you are touching my heart with your care and your love of me. It makes a huge difference not to feel alone during this time.

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And it’s really opened up my heart to people who are not maybe having the love and support of a lot of people around while they’re going through cancer or life-threatening illnesses. And it’s really, I’m building in strength every day, but I’m still too weak to really take a lot of time to serve other people right now in an active way. But I keep thinking about it. That’s what I want to do.

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You know, I think you should start by reading from your journal. What do you think? Yeah, I think that’s a great idea, Jason. Thank you. Yeah, for those of you who are just tuning in, in meditation I will sometimes ask for a message or I’ll just hear words after I’m done meditating or even during it and I’ll just write it line by line and it’s words of wisdom and advice and guidance from a source that comes from deep within me and

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I still haven’t figured out whether it’s really me or whether it’s them or God. But whatever it is, it always seems to make me feel better and often provide good things for other people as well. So here we go. Adrianna, stay within the self as you open to the path of the day. Your decision-making process will be deep.

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and you will have to open your mind and intellect to digest many things and you will have help. Your path is to go right towards it, face on, to greet and meet the possibilities with a cool head and heart as you continue to breathe deeply and pay attention to all of your feelings. This is not the time to bury your head in the sand.

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or to go overboard with your reactions. Now is the time for action. After careful deliberation, you make the decision yet are guided by many unseen hands towards your right path. It is good you had your meltdown yesterday, so that is over and done. You needed it, but equally so, you need to be fresh

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and clear to meet the needs of the day. You will be ready by preparing yourself through prayer and positive mental attitude. And you have the information now that many seek over a long period of time. For you it is to see clearly and enjoy the process to whatever degree possible as you are a liver and a lover of life. And this is how you will beat this.

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by loving and meeting all circumstances with equanimity. This ancient practice looks at the changing and abides in the changeless. Can you do this? Your Roshi self emerges as you sit in contemplation on your cushion and find the place of peace within. This continued practice provides

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the will and the foundational attitude to move through this eyes and heart wide open and allows the treatment to take its effect and work the best for you. Stay tuned for more information from us as time goes on. We will not abandon or let you down. Yet it is your path to walk.

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for your growth and development. We are with you. So, I humbly offer that to all of you to share some of the inner process that I go through. So, yeah. So, how have you been this week? I mean, it’s a lot of things that you’re digesting.

06:13

The funny thing is, because my memory is funny, I don’t remember the week that much, in a way. I mean, it’s a blur. Everything is so overwhelming that… No, I don’t want to affirm that. Not everything is overwhelming. But just in general, because there’s so much input, I feel inundated with…

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whatever there is in the moment. So how I am is I’ve had more energy lately, more mental clarity, more ability to exercise and kind of do things around the house and clean up and make some food for myself and drive myself around. Have you been maintaining going to the spa every day over there in Haiku?

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I’m going mostly every day still and having a variety of treatments there, so that’s definitely a foundation for my well-being and my peace. And you’ve been in communication with lots of friends and had alone time? Yes. I’m still actually seeking more alone time. It’s feeling like there’s that craving and that need for it, and I do have some.

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And yet, because of everything I’ve got to decide and face and do, I’ve got people around. So I’m lucky that way. But I think in a way it takes me out of the internal process of it. Which in a way is good. I think too much alone time wouldn’t be good. But I think I’ll have more soon.

08:00

When you’re going through this process, I guess you’re going to say that’s going to come up and you’re going to get some more reflective reflections. Like in your writing, I can tell you’re still reaching. It’s almost like a bridge. It’s like a very strong thing is happening here.

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where your determination as a being is really in realms that, you know, people like me, I don’t have any concept of it. So it’s interesting to watch your process. I wonder, you know, you’ve got lots of choices. How are you choosing? But just what feels right? I think that’s a very good question.

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You know, it’s a maddening process. It’s maddening because there’s no clear cut answers. And so it requires this difficult process of looking at the different clinics and the information that they’ve got, feeling what I’m not attracted to, feeling what I am, and

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giving it up to God and just seeing what comes through and then I do get consistent when there’s pieces of information that are consistent over time and really give me a clear sense of okay this has worked for a lot of people that gives me a lot of strength and a lot of clarity so that’s kind of the decision making process but

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you know really it’s I’ve gone through every emotion on it it’s maddening so that you wanna like break the glass or like you know hit something or like scream you know so so the energy can be of anger it can be of sadness it’s frustration there’s a lot in here and you know my practice has been to to start to let myself really feel it my my nice buttons have been much

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less on so I’m much more direct I take a lot less crap and if I’m uncomfortable I handle it right away I don’t sit on anything anymore and even though that might make other people a little bit more uncomfortable I’m a lot more willing to do that you know there’s so many lessons here and you know the opportunity is

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that I’ll live through it and really get the benefit of all of these lessons. Though I imagine I will in my soul no matter what. But, yeah. Yeah, well answered. I mean, you know, Billy Crystal would say, you look marvelous. You look marvelous. Are you feeling okay? I mean, you’ve got energy galore.

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I guess this process is a heady one, but are you feeling physically anything? I have energy now because I’ve been building it and not spending it. So I’m not having energy galore like I’m climbing the mountains and I’ve got tons of energy all day. It’s more that it’s almost like by the not doing and the collecting and the bringing it in and the building of it and taking in the nutrients that are good

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And yeah, taking the breath and the walks and things. Yes, it’s amazing. I feel better than I have in months.

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I can’t believe that I don’t look really crappy now with my diagnosis, but people have been telling me I look better than I have. So I think it’s just all the good stuff I’m doing that is really helping. I hope the love from all your friends, because you have so much love around you. I want you to know. I’m sure you know. But it’s there. There are a lot of us that are putting out a lot of juice for you.

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I know if I didn’t need it so bad, I think I’d just be too like, oh, please, don’t, don’t. But it’s like, no, here, I can take it. I’m here to take it. Yes, I’m open. I receive. So it’s my practice is receiving. Thank you for your love and for reminding me of the love of others. It’s truly like I’ve got, you know, this kind of thing with it, like there’s like hands upon hands all underneath me and around me. And it’s like,

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You know, sometimes it can feel like angel’s wings, but really it’s like the hands of people, and I can just lay in it and feel supported. Do you have any things this week that you’re going to be focusing on? I’m going to see what it’s like to have a sex life again. I’m not sure. I’m scared, actually, of that.

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I feel like a virgin. I don’t feel like myself, my usual self in that way. You know, since I had the hysterectomy, it removed something from me and it cut some muscles. And so there’s a process of needing to understand how to hook back up with my own body and with my own self. You know, I’m connected with my spirit, with my heart.

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But my actual physical body as well as my sexual self is something that I’m kind of looking at going, whoa, is it safe to be in here? If I touch my belly, is it just a belly or is it my cancer? You know, it’s a process. It’s not just, oh, yeah, here I am and, you know, whatever. I mean, it’s not.

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flip it all and even though I love myself in a way more than I ever have and I accept myself kind of cellulite and all so to speak at least I have a body it’s like who am I now and who am I as a woman and a lover now so it’s kind of funny you ask what I’m planning but that’s kind of the first thing that came to mind because I got the okay from my medical doctor oncologist that it would be safe to

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have gentle experience with that. So when I have my date this weekend, you know, just I want to just really, you know, understand that I need to just be really gentle and slow with myself and really just understand that I don’t know anything. And that makes it fresh and new. Which is great. It is. It is. I mean, it’s that kind of born again kind of a feeling.

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But I don’t feel totally born again because I’m like, on the process of born again, on the verge of death or something, or maybe I’m going to have more life, and it’s like, I just don’t know where I’m at. And Big Ben would agree. Big Ben. I like that. That was nice.

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So anyway, what else am I going to do? I have an art and journaling class tomorrow, and it’s a five-hour class with a woman named Beth Marseille, and she’s going to, you know, show us, I mean, I’m already in the class, so experimenting with color and journal writing and different pieces of art that we pull out of magazines and put on there and just

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have this kind of emotional, mental, psychic self-expression kind of a thing. So do you find yourself focusing on things other than your physical challenge? Has that been very good for you? In other words, I’m sure you spend some time thinking about your treatments and all the things that are going on with you, but are you finding activity to be refreshing? Refresh?

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I have, yeah, actually, there’s a couple of things. This week I went in the ocean for the first time. I’ve been in twice so far, and I took my first bath today. You had to wait six weeks for it. So, yeah, getting in the water has been really great. And then I feel like myself, and I don’t feel like, you know, a patient or something. Yeah. Oh, and in the evenings, when I have a friend over…

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We could just laugh and watch movies or talk. But really, a lot of the days are like dealing with this and decisions and people paying attention to me and what to eat and what to do. So I’m being fussed over quite a bit. And this decision-making process is coming to a conclusion pretty soon. And so I’ll have some clear, direct path that’s hopefully going to be a steady rhythm for a while.

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that I can get used to and then start really building in as well as a lot of rest time going through chemotherapy. You know, I have to really know that I may be tired some of the time. But I want to build in a lot of recreation. I want to build in beach time. It’s like preparing like a kid to go out to camp or something and I’ll like leave the house and I’ll have my little lunch box and my little art supplies and my little this and

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kind of go off and meet some friends and do some stuff. You know, so I’m going to use it as a time to have some fun and take it as a reprieve from the difficulty of what am I going to do to earn a living and make a life and have a career and all of that, though you can believe it’s in the background. But I can’t worry about it right now. Now’s my time to just refresh myself, renew, and…

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Yeah, you get through this time. Well, that’s a good lesson for all of us. We all need to get refreshed, don’t we? Yes. Take that time to get refreshed for the things that we want to do in life. So, you’re a good example for all of us in that. Thank you. You’re welcome. People take retreats. I mean, healthy people, sick people, but healthy people take retreats to do that. They’ll take three days, five days, a month, an hour.

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Just put the world away. Anything special you want to leave these guys with a special message for the week? I think. There’s a little special message right there. Yeah, my little LW. That’s my little LW boy. Well, I mean, the first thing is, unless you do…

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Be glad you don’t have cancer. That’s one of the biggest messages is appreciate your body and your health for what it is and do good things for yourself over and above what is just comfortable and natural for you. Because no matter what age we are, it’s a process where we can build health and vitality and protect ourselves from illness and disease to whatever degree we can.

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And even though I did it to a large degree, you know, I had my sloppy spots. And I don’t know whether to blame those sloppy spots or just the innocence of sometimes things happen.

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But I know that there’s things to do that build health. So that’s what I want to encourage you about. And hopefully I’ll build a library of materials that I’ll be able to offer you over time. So far I haven’t put anything much up on the website. And I will. Perfect amount. Perfect amount. OK. Thank you. Thank you for letting me share here with you.

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I look forward to seeing who your guest host is going to be next week. I know. Me too. In the meantime, we do have a special guest here that I was saving until the end. So let’s introduce someone really dear in my life. And her name is Mirra Rose. Hi, dear.

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Darling. Sweetheart. We’ve had a lot of chapters together and I think this is one of the most important ones that we’ve ever shared. And as you were speaking,

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I got inspired to just mention a couple of things or ask you a couple of things. Sure, talk louder. Okay, so the first thing that I wanted to say is that we’re dealing here with a very special element which is beyond the percentages, the prognosis,

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You know, all of those things that people go by, statistics. It’s not simply an issue of, you know, what treatment do you take and so on. It’s really much more profound than that. And it is that Adrianna’s mission in life, her gift, is being honed and brought to a whole…

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new level of depth by this life-challenging experience. And it’s not only that you want to get through this, it’s because of this experience that your biggest beauty is going to come forth, that is coming forth. And your sharing from your heart with people is such a gift, such an encouragement.

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for them and I just want to remind everybody that we’re dealing here with something divine and something special that Adrianna has that many people wish they had and that is not only her connection with her soul and your guidance system but your connection to life. You are a vibrant life center and even though

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You’re in this challenge. When I talk with people about this situation, nobody can believe that it’s really happening because there is so much beauty, power, grace, and vitality in your being. And so much love and givingness. It’s just…

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It’s a mystery how this could possibly happen. So what we want to hold here is the knowledge that you have convinced yourself that you are alive and will continue to be. And that your fight is not a struggle. It’s an affirmation. You’re not struggling with cancer. It’s bringing out the most beautiful part of you. It’s making it…

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clear to yourself and to everyone what what a wonderful being you are and it’s an honor to be part of the process with you and i want everybody to hold this knowing that when you have a conviction that you’re going to live when you believe in yourself you know when you believe in your your mission and what you what you’re here to do

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then it really, the circumstances have far less power. The circumstances have far less power, and it’s been clear to me since the very beginning of this diagnosis that you are a person who can make it through this because of who you are. So I just want to remind everybody to hold that with you, you know, to hold that knowing that the specialness of you

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you know is being blessed as well as challenged by this you’re being blessed by it because the beauty of your spirit is just having to pull itself through this you know and also that we are in a state of grace to be able to participate with you and what a gift this whole sharing is

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So that’s what I’ve got to say. Well, that’s wonderful. Beautiful. Beautifully put. Yeah, and so true. So true. I’ll say a few more things. You know, when Jason asked me what I had to say in terms of words of wisdom for the week, and I said, well…

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you know, if you don’t have cancer, you know, be glad that you don’t have cancer and be healthy and, you know, take all of this. But I also want to talk to the population that does have cancer that’s watching this. Because part of why I created this series is to chronicle my journey to give people hope.

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and to touch them with information and inspiration and wisdom that can give you a context to hold yourself and to hold the illness in a more loving, compassionate, gentle way and to kind of give you a window into my world to help you understand that you have choices and that there’s support all around for

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having your life be even better than it is. So I really want to speak to that more over time. And I want to hear from any of you who are being challenged, whether it’s with cancer or life-threatening illness or any other kind of a challenge or a problem. And either myself or one of my team is here to help you.

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you personally so please don’t feel alone there’s a there’s a support system and there’s a community and it’s a international community and it’s taking place in space and time but it’s also timeless and it’s boundary-less so please please do feel like you can join in something and we can try and

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make resources available to all of you. So I do have just a little bit come through. So what I want to say is that in inviting my dear friend Mirra Rose here to share with us, it’s also that she’s a gifted clairvoyant and channel and has been so for the last 20, 30 years and has

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made her life, touching other people’s life with her words of wisdom coming from a deep and high and true place within herself. So she has a few words to offer and I want to share that with you.

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Thank you, sweetheart. We are sisters in that mission. So, as I call forth this guidance, there’s a beautiful point that wishes to make itself clear through Adrianna, and that is that the preciousness of the illness that she has and that you may be walking through

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is the magnificence of vulnerability. It is the vulnerability which is the strength. That’s the beauty of this experience because when you’re face to face with a life-threatening condition then the child within you arises and goes through its

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sweetest prayers and deepest requests from the universe and that is when you are the most able to receive unconditional love and timeless love from the people around you and give it because it’s not so mundane it’s not about shall we go get coffee you know it’s it’s about

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what is important to share right now and this humility of being a child and this preciousness of being vulnerable is simply the intensity of life we are always there but this recognition of the preciousness of life brings us

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to the actual experience of grace. That’s when you’re face to face with your soul, if you want to use that term, because there is nowhere else to turn in those moments. So between you and God and you and the people that are with you in this walk, there is an invisible presence

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permeating everything the sense of the true significance of your heart and your life and I encourage you to be as present with Adrianna as she is present with her life and share

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the understanding of this magnificent opportunity to be fully alone. Wow. It’s so true, isn’t it? It really is. What a precious gift life is. Yes. Yeah. And it’s the vulnerability, your vulnerability that has brought you

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This thing that feels like your curse, you know, being so vulnerable and so… sometimes feeling alone and, you know, challenged so deeply. This is the moment when beauty of the divine comes closest to you. This is the moment when you’re the closest to yourself. So…

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This is the sweetness that we share. Thank you, honey. Thanks for your generosity sharing these loving words with other people. I’m always so blessed to have you in my life to reflect divinity to me when I’m not always there.

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We’ve had a lot of fun with this in the past, living together and sharing this aspect of our work and our relationship. It’s receiving the messages. Yeah, it’s true. In fact, through Mirra, I have developed some more of the confidence to take the things that are in my guided writing that I can write and to actually start to hear it and speak it.

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and allow that to come through without censorship, because she’s so natural at it, I felt like I was more comfortable and confident in it. And so it is that it continues to be that way, though I still like to write it a lot. I’m laughing because I told her a few weeks back that being an old pro at this, I was prepared to be

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you know, kindly condescending, and sort of encourage her. And I was like, wow, I’ve been doing this for how many years? And how absolutely beautiful and right on and real and powerfully assisting your guidance is. And there’s nothing I would change about it. I’m just blown away by your ability. So I think I’ve

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Spoken my piece. Yes, and me too. So I think this concludes Chapter 5. Stay tuned for Chapter 6, everybody. Who knows what’s going to happen? The highs, the lows, the in-betweens, you know. The vulnerability. The vulnerability. So bye for now and take good care of yourself. Aloha.

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Shaka. Shaka. Shaka. Shaka.